When I was younger I learned a saying about memories. Wrap them up and put a ribbon on the good ones and store them away. I long since lost that ability. My mind constantly lives in the past and then I get lost there. I have been trying very hard to work on my attitudes and the way I see things. Sometimes I think I am making considerable progress. Other times I feel I am moving at a snails pace. I know I am going through some life changing experiences for the last 2 years. However, no matter how I try I can not shake the memories I have and the longing and wanting to be there. Ironically they were not all good and my memory plays tricks because many things were not as my mind remembers them. It makes it very difficult to live in the moment.
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